plain.amethyst.palace
if u can't hold on, let it go and come back in ur heart
Thursday, July 16, 2009
my beloved hp is officially spoilt and repair is costly and troublesome. =(
i dropped it and the fragile LCD screen jus cracked. i sent it for repair but because it was too ex and the repair was delayed, my parents told me not to repair. so now i'm stuck with a damn old phone with lousy keypad and lousy battery.
*swears* =(
i should hav used protective casing, i should hav placed it jus on the flat table. i should hav cushion it with my feet when it fell.. =(
hai depressed. =(
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
i wan my hp. T.T life is miserable without my phone. =( al the phone i'm using sux. I WAN MY HP. X(
i wan money too. the thot of being broke makes me feel lik jus slogging out in work. but i earn so little. i might as much get more tuition. =X i'm brokke!!! =(
i hate the blogshop models. hahas. =/ i got conned for the victorian shirt. i thot it was loose enough, but apparently it's cause the model is too dang skinny without a stomach unlik me. the stupid victorian shirt is too clingy, figure hugging, tight! =( anyone wans it? =(
Monday, July 13, 2009
it would be really childish and late for me to say this, but it is only now than i truly realised how frenships need so much effort.
"that's the beauty of frenships. some die, others fade somehow unknowingly or because u made it to"i purposely let some frenships die. tat i dun care. =/ but now i realised tat things aren reali the same with this special grp of frens anymore. =( such a pity. sighs.. effort is needed, but so is time! and sometimes it's soo much easier to jus blame it on the lack of time. =(
so u cant reali hav tat many frens. or mayb it's close frens i'm talking about. jus keep the few special ones close to my heart. until when things inevitably change again.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
for once. i feel lik being bitchy. why can't things go my damn way according to my damn wants?
work tmr. sian. =(
Saturday, July 11, 2009
i've been spending so much money nowadays. mum was right. if i dun work, i jus tend to while my time and spend all my money away.
but i simply cannot help it! espeically blogshops. blogshops are DANGEROUS. -.- the models jus look sooo good wearing watever they're modelling tat i feel tempted to buy. it's like if i wear tat piece i can somehow look as good. very naive and stupid but the feeling is jus there. i try to caution myself with the "it's sleeveless!" and "it's expensive" but somehow it backfires. -.- lik end up with a baggy piece tat makes me look frumpy when i try to avoid body-hugging dresses. or with capped sleeve shirts tat makes my arms even fatter when i try to avoid sleeveless. or ending up buying up 2 piece instead of one to save on the postage -.- ibanking makes it al the more easier for my money to flow away. transfers are so painless.
i went shopping today with yl. spend ard 80+. -.- omg? and most of the stuff wasn't on my shoppin list to begin with. i stil need necklace (long kind for going out to match my boring plain shirt), a formal skirt (so i won't look lik some loserish crap come the communication module presentation), a sling bag (my current white one is turning grey- disgusting) and heels (which is more of a want since they're supposed to match my mistake dresses tat are long)
zz. i dun feel lik gng out alr. -.- jus work and slack at home. den increase my tuition frequency cause they're havin a test soon!!! Argh. -.-
i wish im rich. -.- nv has money become such ab obvious issue. -.-
Monday, July 06, 2009
ppl say when one doesn't like to take picture/look into the mirror, it probably means one dun hav much self confident. it means u haven reali accept urself yet.
how very true. hai. most of my pic from the trip sucked. -.- hai. my mum says i look fat! T.T
*depresses ard*
on a happier note, i finally packed al my notes from sem 1 (aka stuff them under my bro's bed to keep them outta sight. -.-). yays. time to slack before i start work again. slack for a week, work for a week and two days, den finally jus slack (or mayb emo wait for sem to start. snrs say sem 2 is going to be hard!! =()
Saturday, July 04, 2009
seems lik when i do a loong entry, no one comment leh. X) or mayb everyone is happily busily doing their own stuff while i'm jus loitering online. not tat i can help it anw. supposed to self quarantine at home. =( but it's abit hard to read my entry la. so long and boring and the words are lik stuck tgt. i duno how to make the space in between bigger. -.-
but no matter.. it's nice to jus slack ard. =D i wake up so late these days (lovely!) and actually read a book while the aftn passed jus last thurs. feels lik childhood al over again. mayb i shld play neopets later. hehe.
am blasting music now (music jus rocks my life even thou it's mostly pop music tat i quickly tire of) and jus slacking. =) lovely! i dun ever wan this to end! ><
anw. jus watched ghost of girlfrens' past. it's not reali a chick flick la. more lik a feel-good movie. >< i LOVE this kind of movies. romantic comedy. it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside (hence the term feel-good movie) and yea, perhaps such movies gives me more hope about love and life in general (especially with the "disillusionment" i have to go thru recently. =() it might not be real, but i can at least continue hoping, no?=) the happiness is stil lingering i suppose. hence the lack of whiny emo entry. =)
